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Okay, I'm back. I am so emotional right now, a lot of mixed emotions. I cried during lunch with a friend, and every time I think about it, I want to keep crying. For some reason, I didn't cry when I told my husband, but I want to cry all the rest of the time.
I feel overwhelmed. I feel both undereducated and like I know a lot. I feel hopeful that my pain will stop when I figure out what to eat and not eat. I'm terrified that it won't make any difference. I feel angry that I am just getting this information. I feel annoyed by people who won't help me change, and a little annoyed at people who don't understand how difficult that change will be. Or who don't understand at all (don't want to understand, IMO), but that's another matter. I am grateful for the support I am receiving, as soon as I asked for it, even from those who don't know anything about it but they care.
Out of all this, I took action. I called and made an appointment at the College of Naturopathic Medicine, to see Dr. H and a student tomorrow. I will report back.
Good job on making an appointment! I can't wait to hear what they say over there. You didn't cry to hubby because you know he will always support you, and you got some out at lunch. :)
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